siply
a
not
there
y
self
is
fabricated,
an
aberration
a
non-ntnt
huan
beg
y
pernality
is
sketchy
and
unford”
(patrick
batean只是一个概念,一种抽象的存在,而不是真正的“我”。真实的“我”并不存在,只有一个虚幻的躯体,一个幻象。即便我掩饰我冰冷的目光,即便你可以握住我的手,即便你能感受到我血肉的触摸,但我其实并不在那里。我的自我是被人为建构的,是一种偏离常规的存在。我是一个无依无附的人类个体,我的个性模糊不清,从未成型。)
“there
wasn’t
clear,
identifiable
eotion
with
,
except
for
greed
and,
possibly,
total
disgt
had
all
the
characteristics
of
huan
beg—flesh,
blood,
sk,
hair—but
y
depernalization
was